Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Life goes on

It has been a while since last updated this blog. Yes. Apparently, I quit being the Director of External Relations so that I won't be too busy attending meeting, going to appointments and et cetera. Pendek cerita, nak spend time with my loved ones especially my parents, my boyfriend (but dah tak ada rezeki), my friends and myself. Heck! After what happened, I changed my mind. I did quit the Director position and I became the Senior Member for Special Task Force for Member Development in ER. Kiranya, I'll be attending meeting once in 2 weeks, need to make presentations and need to read alot about entrepreneurship stuff. Okay la tu. At least there's something for me to do. Plus, I'n involved in this Green Generation event. Dapat portfolio protocol lagi (YEAYY!). The position I've been dreaming of since my first year. Finally dapat!. Then, ada AIESEC Discovery day on 1st of October along with English Workshop organized by ELSP on 1,2,8,9 of Oct 2011. Takde la boring sangat right? Not forgetting need to study a little extra untuk upgrade pointer. Subjects are getting tougher. Still, thank you emak, abah, qilah, ann, habe and everyone yg bagi support and stick with me through think and thin. Even though I look like a person yang mcm tak ada perasaan, serious, workaholic and mean, I do care. I just don't show it.

I'll return the favour. That's not a promise. That's what I do. :)

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

LIARS

Okay, hari ni nak update blog. Recently, I've been busy with MTM and AIESEC and SIFE. Nak buat mcmana, eden memang suka join club2 ni. Best. Dapat experience plus gained new friends. It's good for networking and marketing :D. Plus, MTM ni, dapat jumpa juniors college lain. It's so cool. All this while, always exposed with friends and people of the same faculty and course kind of made my social skills worse day by day. At least meeting people of different courses, I learnt some new things. Learned how to become emcee for informal gatherings and etc. It's fun and challenging at the same time. In the very beginning, it's humiliating and all but overall, it builds confidence.

The little details maybe will update later. Now tengah sakit hati. Before post benda2 yg lagi teruk, baik tenangkan diri dulu. Tc people.
Anyhow, happy2 dekat MTM, I was dumped / we broke up. Nak comment banyak2, tak elok cuz benda dah lepas. But anyhow, lesson learnt. Long distance relationship memang penat. Kalau tak tahan, better jangan start. Kalau nak try jugak, tolong la setia. Jangan tau janji and all but tak reti nak keep janji. I'm not saying I'm the good ones because I made tonnes of mistakes in my life and trying to be better than before. Mungkin Allah nak tunjuk or something. Thank you Allah.